I am not the let it go kind. Wish I were, but my mind works so fast trying to solve life issues that I can't let a single thing go. Relationships that didn't work out, I wanna know why. Friends that don't wanna see me anymore, I wanna know why. Relatives that don't look at my eyes but at the floor, I wanna know why. I always wanna know why and what can I do to fix everything.
Sometimes, dear, it's beyond your action. You can't really do a thing. But that fire still burns inside you, dragging you to the danger of knowing why.
When we end a period in life, we leave it in the past. In order to know why, we have to bring back a piece of this, which means danger.
Sometimes, I just wanna make a list of all the unsolved things in my life, and, one by one, fix them. Unfortunately, it's not like organising the closet, the bookshelf, althought I really need to do these two things and many more like that. The list of bad ended relationships must be solved getting in touch with the other interested part, if he's still interested.
How do we know if we don't know why? Is it worthy the effort?
Things work so differently in people's minds that we never know if 4 or 5 years of friendship are really worthy a 5 minutes call. Just because we don't know why the other part doesn't want to see us. If you had a single answer, you wouldn't need to bother that person again, because you know why.
That's why let it go people are happy.
Tell me the truth, am I the last person you wanna see?
Lately, I'm being the let it go kind, but every day that passes by makes me feel guiltier about not having done a thing.
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